Life at GECB

** this is somethin i'll have to work on :) **

As i've mentioned in my profile..am doin my btech in EC frm bartonhill engg coll..
its the govt: coll in tvm, next to CET o'course,,
When i start tokin abt my college lyf i gotta tell u how i got here.I never thought,not even in my weirdest dreams,tht i wud get to study in a pure govt: coll..coz so poor was my attitude towards entrance exams :| :D i never took 'em seriously.
Well,luckily (or unluckily :D ) i landed here.Our coll on the whole is pretty small,with these cute little classes.I love the atmosphere here,well within the city limits..still away from the crowds..n full of greenery..mm..have to say tht the "area" aint too gud tho :P
Anyways,back to the topic,i have spent almost 30 months in GEC [2 n 1/2 yrs :D ]
the experiences r vast n crude..ranging from the happiest to the worst.It is seriously a pretty BIG experience :) the memories being both sweet n sour..
I wudn't say tht i cud njoy to the fullest ...i regret many moments which i've wasted..not laughing out loud :)
I have a few frnds whom i luv to b wid...v njoy our coll lyf ..once in a while bunking classes,going for movies[not during class tym ..mind u ;) ],chatting..better put as kathi garnished well wid challus..
Now i must say a few words abt my frnds..some r funny,some emotional,some naughty..n some kathis :D i wud b in the last section o'course!
1st yr at coll was by far the BEST..i blive most of my classmates wud agree..coz aftr tht,thr arose many problems which v jst cudn't clear out. political divisions..ego clashes..misunderstanding..n wat not.And we,being interested in the class issues,did get involved upto a limit,tho dint break our necks as quite a few did.I'm sure everyone involved in these issues do regret 'em.
Then again the optimist in me says "Hopefully all have learned their own lessons frm them...oh common ppl..c the brighter side :D

For me coll is a place to meet my frnds..n share some tym wid them..n ya few classes r interesting alright.But once u get to the end of a sem..these records,assignmnts and exams strt getting under ur skin..u jst wish "GOD..let the holidays begin".But the again ...2 days into the holidays,u strt getting bored..hehe..wishing the coll wud re-open soon..

But i realized tht thr was a slight diff for this tym's sem ending holidays[which was barely ..wat..lyk 5 days ? :( ]...i dint wanna go back to coll...Now tht was strange...mayb coz my brain got fed up with the wave propagation n op-amps..*sigh* ..i dunno.I cud always meet my frnds outside the coll walls or else u had phones..msgs..so tht too was no more a reason which drove me !!
Still here i stand at the doorstep to my 6th semester in Engg..wishing tht this sem wont b another disaster:D nd kno wat?? KU sucks !! ie..as of now for our batch! not going into the details..not here..it'll be a murder com suicide :|

Its strange tht "days are long..but years are short"...i still am unable to digest the fact tht i'm through more than half of my college life..left only with 3 more sems..Damn..its sinking in ! It seems so short..jst lyk yesterday tht i got my allotment memo. :-|

Even tho i wud say tht.."na..am not gonna miss my coll lyf due to all the craps tht marred my life"..i cant hide the fact tht am surely gonna miss it.. The classes,the bunking n hiding frm teachers [its really hard when u r part of a small campus :D],the time i spent with my dearest frnds,the walks,the talks,the tears and laughs n more.
For ppl who knew me at school..i mean b4 2 yrs,i have changed !! Still the silly amateur girl u knew..bt there are parts of my inner self...transformed,the basic structure remaining the same.I feel tht am weak in learning from my past..still repeating my mistakes..hehe :D..nd thr r ppl around me asking.."grow up girl" :p

Now the pessimist in me talks.." After we leave this place...its gonna b hell out there ! On our own..n who knows..mayb without a job :| The responsibilities waiting for us.. The deceptions lurking in the shadows..The head cracking life ahead is gonna take a large enough toll on us..u bet.

We can just wish n work for a bright life..but we can never turn our backs to the destiny.A man gets wat he deserves..not wat he desires!! Work according to ur desires..n there you equate wat u desire to wat u deserve!
Wishing myself best of luck for the winding paths of life ahead :D

- Tejaswini

PS: i took 1 month to work this out,editing the idiotic notes n censoring some parts..hehe..


PPS: For the relevance of the above PS refer to the strt of this post n thnx for the patience !:p