Monday, October 5, 2009

My ride !

As I ride,
on n on.
I feel no pain,
I feel no loss.

I feel so numb,
to everything,
I flee with glee,
along the wind.

Away from worries,
away from queries,
as I ride on n on.

But i know it all along,
that this will never b long.
That I'll soon again
come to face the pain.
That I'll soon again
see it shaping up.

Still I ride along,
on n on again,
just for the loss of pain,
just for a glimpse of glee :)

-Tejaswini

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Home..away frm home :)

Hey ppl...
Guessed wat am gonna write abt?? ya.. my school of course :)
I did my schooling,right frm 1st to 12th,frm the gr8 gr8 Kendriya Vidyalaya,Pattom !!
I loved the place too much!! God i miss being thr.. :(




So i joined kv in 1995..wen i was 5yrs..wid my cousin bro.
v r of same age n grew up lyk twins,same home,same school..evrything..btw am 1 month older than him :D ..hehe..
I njoyed being thr frm the 1st day..tho i dnt rem much incidences frm my primary schooling..very bad memory :p i do remember my teachrs n frnds very vividly.. they moulded my character.. :) [ie. its good aspects :p not bad ones..i completely take the responsibility for those :D] .
The teachers i miss most r- Sreela ma'am frm my 1st std :),the caring..,Das ma'am,the strict,music tr.,the loving,Chettiar sir,a scare to many :D n many more frm my primary :).then Beena ma'am who loved us a lot..n taught physics wid so much passion tht its been my fav subject for long :).


Talking abt my school..its one of the best in TVM n the best in the string of KVs across the country.The place spreads so much values n morals in evry little act .
We had morning assemblies,lasting half n hr,everyday with prayer,thought for the day,pledge,news,spl prgms,patriotic songs n wat not..those wer simply superb time to b in the crowd :p .
Evry student is equal at our school,wat evr b his/her background and to ensure this,v had very strict uniforms which prohibited us frm wearing flashy things :)
My school had the perfect measure of everything frm discipline to fun .

Now let me come to my dear dearest frnds..they wer awesome n thr wer quite many :)
like Princy,Gaya3,Ash,Sonali,Aishwarya,Rema,Rose,Akhila,Megha,Para :D ,Arya,Ganga,Arjun,Vishnu,Gary,Umesh,Krish n many more..v enjoyed a lot.I had to get up by 5.45am as my bus used to come by 6.30am n classes strtd by 7am..but i never felt lazy to go out thr..coz i luvd being at my school..n i barely missed a class :) n am positive it was mainly coz of my frnds :) I was frnds wid evry one of my class :) i never felt uncomfortable in any of their company.i never bunked classes,even the last day b4 my exams :) [God..how this college changed me :p] .Everything was simply gr8 abt tht place :)



Ppl around u wer innocent at heart wen u wer in school...they never had hidden faces,u dint have to think twice b4 u said something,u luvd going to classes.. All these have changed tho :) But now its been long since i went bak to my fav place.Mainly coz none of my teachers remain,almost all got transferred :(
One day ,well some day last yr,i went thr to pick my sis who is stdying thr[ 8th std]. I was standing in the campus wid my dad.I was silent..After abt 10mins of waiting,he asked me something which disturbed me a lot..."hey have u become a stranger to this place in jst an yr? " ..it struck a chord somewhr deep !! n tht truth came crashing on me.. 'I no longer belong here.'
But watevr it b...it 'll remain my fav place on earth [2nd to my bedroom :D],whr i lived lyf to the best,whr i spent my 12 yrs,whr i found my best buddies,whr i learned to b me,whr I was built :)

This is something i wrote jst after i completed my 12yrs in tht heaven :) -


Memories Remain!!


We are leaving,
bidding farewell,
We are ridden out
of those safe shadows,
cast by the gr8 pillars
of our life
for ever so long!


We are leaving,
our beloved school…
We are leaving,
our loving teachers…
We are leaving,
our blessed classrooms…
We are leaving,
all these behind,
as we leap,
into a new era,
in our
ever so eventful lives…


Gone are the days,
when we had joy...
Gone are the days,
when we had fun...
and the days,
when we had laughs and cries
of our lives…
In those drenched playgrounds,
even after dripping,
in a light drizzle…
or just before soaking,
in a heavy shower…

Yea ever so true,
O’course
Gone are those days,
but not those memories…
those which every single one of us
will have their own,
beautiful memories which
make us smile at times,
or make us cry at times,
or just laugh out loud
at most of the times…
etched deep into our hearts,
to take with us
throughout our journey
on the winding paths ahead!!




This was n alumni meet,conducted at KVP-its me wid appu,my bro :)



And the place has changed...its gorgeous now ;) take a luk -


Friday, October 2, 2009

:)

You thought it
to b heaven,
when u first heard of it,
long before.

You thought ,it might b
stuck up a bit,
when u stepped in, sober.

No, u thought it
to b cozy,
as u got frnds for leisure.


You thought it to b,
the best of life,
as u got to know ‘em better.


Of course it can b
an err !!
as it proved,
sooner or later.


People would laugh,
laugh when u fall.
And they would fail,
fail when u call.

Innocence aint
an ornament anymore,
It just proves,
U r weaker
than all..

It looks so
lame,
And makes u wanna
lament.

But u still love it
Long.
They make u feel it
Large.
They make u feel it
Lovely.
They make it worth
living.



-tejaswini

the begining.. hopefully not the end :D

hi readers... this is how i strtd... :)
i have been hearing abt bloggin for long...ya...pretty long..

and i've got this frnd... swa :) she reads a lot...not a book worm kinda person tho...bt still lyks readin.. so she goes thru many blogs..and tells me abt 'em..nd i go thru 'em..so thts been the realtion btwn me n bloggin :D nothing else.. really nothing..i havnt got much clue to y am here..

but i wanna do something different ,to get involved in something,other than studies obviously :p, coz am getting bored of being bored:(
wen i went thru the orkut profile of one of ma senior n saw the link to his blog i thot i wud jst go thru it... n tadaa...i lykd it..got inspired.. n yippee i got something different to do. !!

so here i am.. :) tryin my hand at "blogging" :D