** this is somethin i'll have to work on :) **
As i've mentioned in my profile..am doin my btech in EC frm bartonhill engg coll..
its the govt: coll in tvm, next to CET o'course,,
When i start tokin abt my college lyf i gotta tell u how i got here.I never thought,not even in my weirdest dreams,tht i wud get to study in a pure govt: coll..coz so poor was my attitude towards entrance exams :| :D i never took 'em seriously.
Well,luckily (or unluckily :D ) i landed here.Our coll on the whole is pretty small,with these cute little classes.I love the atmosphere here,well within the city limits..still away from the crowds..n full of greenery..mm..have to say tht the "area" aint too gud tho :P
Anyways,back to the topic,i have spent almost 30 months in GEC [2 n 1/2 yrs :D ]
the experiences r vast n crude..ranging from the happiest to the worst.It is seriously a pretty BIG experience :) the memories being both sweet n sour..
I wudn't say tht i cud njoy to the fullest ...i regret many moments which i've wasted..not laughing out loud :)
I have a few frnds whom i luv to b wid...v njoy our coll lyf ..once in a while bunking classes,going for movies[not during class tym ..mind u ;) ],chatting..better put as kathi garnished well wid challus..
Now i must say a few words abt my frnds..some r funny,some emotional,some naughty..n some kathis :D i wud b in the last section o'course!
1st yr at coll was by far the BEST..i blive most of my classmates wud agree..coz aftr tht,thr arose many problems which v jst cudn't clear out. political divisions..ego clashes..misunderstanding..n wat not.And we,being interested in the class issues,did get involved upto a limit,tho dint break our necks as quite a few did.I'm sure everyone involved in these issues do regret 'em.
Then again the optimist in me says "Hopefully all have learned their own lessons frm them...oh common ppl..c the brighter side :D
For me coll is a place to meet my frnds..n share some tym wid them..n ya few classes r interesting alright.But once u get to the end of a sem..these records,assignmnts and exams strt getting under ur skin..u jst wish "GOD..let the holidays begin".But the again ...2 days into the holidays,u strt getting bored..hehe..wishing the coll wud re-open soon..
But i realized tht thr was a slight diff for this tym's sem ending holidays[which was barely ..wat..lyk 5 days ? :( ]...i dint wanna go back to coll...Now tht was strange...mayb coz my brain got fed up with the wave propagation n op-amps..*sigh* ..i dunno.I cud always meet my frnds outside the coll walls or else u had phones..msgs..so tht too was no more a reason which drove me !!
Still here i stand at the doorstep to my 6th semester in Engg..wishing tht this sem wont b another disaster:D nd kno wat?? KU sucks !! ie..as of now for our batch! not going into the details..not here..it'll be a murder com suicide :|
Its strange tht "days are long..but years are short"...i still am unable to digest the fact tht i'm through more than half of my college life..left only with 3 more sems..Damn..its sinking in ! It seems so short..jst lyk yesterday tht i got my allotment memo. :-|
Even tho i wud say tht.."na..am not gonna miss my coll lyf due to all the craps tht marred my life"..i cant hide the fact tht am surely gonna miss it.. The classes,the bunking n hiding frm teachers [its really hard when u r part of a small campus :D],the time i spent with my dearest frnds,the walks,the talks,the tears and laughs n more.
For ppl who knew me at school..i mean b4 2 yrs,i have changed !! Still the silly amateur girl u knew..bt there are parts of my inner self...transformed,the basic structure remaining the same.I feel tht am weak in learning from my past..still repeating my mistakes..hehe :D..nd thr r ppl around me asking.."grow up girl" :p
Now the pessimist in me talks.." After we leave this place...its gonna b hell out there ! On our own..n who knows..mayb without a job :| The responsibilities waiting for us.. The deceptions lurking in the shadows..The head cracking life ahead is gonna take a large enough toll on us..u bet.
We can just wish n work for a bright life..but we can never turn our backs to the destiny.A man gets wat he deserves..not wat he desires!! Work according to ur desires..n there you equate wat u desire to wat u deserve!
Wishing myself best of luck for the winding paths of life ahead :D
- Tejaswini
PS: i took 1 month to work this out,editing the idiotic notes n censoring some parts..hehe..
PPS: For the relevance of the above PS refer to the strt of this post n thnx for the patience !:p
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
My ride !
As I ride,
on n on.
I feel no pain,
I feel no loss.
I feel so numb,
to everything,
I flee with glee,
along the wind.
Away from worries,
away from queries,
as I ride on n on.
But i know it all along,
that this will never b long.
That I'll soon again
come to face the pain.
That I'll soon again
see it shaping up.
Still I ride along,
on n on again,
just for the loss of pain,
just for a glimpse of glee :)
-Tejaswini
on n on.
I feel no pain,
I feel no loss.
I feel so numb,
to everything,
I flee with glee,
along the wind.
Away from worries,
away from queries,
as I ride on n on.
But i know it all along,
that this will never b long.
That I'll soon again
come to face the pain.
That I'll soon again
see it shaping up.
Still I ride along,
on n on again,
just for the loss of pain,
just for a glimpse of glee :)
-Tejaswini
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Home..away frm home :)
Hey ppl...
Guessed wat am gonna write abt?? ya.. my school of course :)
I did my schooling,right frm 1st to 12th,frm the gr8 gr8 Kendriya Vidyalaya,Pattom !!
I loved the place too much!! God i miss being thr.. :(
So i joined kv in 1995..wen i was 5yrs..wid my cousin bro.
v r of same age n grew up lyk twins,same home,same school..evrything..btw am 1 month older than him :D ..hehe..
I njoyed being thr frm the 1st day..tho i dnt rem much incidences frm my primary schooling..very bad memory :p i do remember my teachrs n frnds very vividly.. they moulded my character.. :) [ie. its good aspects :p not bad ones..i completely take the responsibility for those :D] .
The teachers i miss most r- Sreela ma'am frm my 1st std :),the caring..,Das ma'am,the strict,music tr.,the loving,Chettiar sir,a scare to many :D n many more frm my primary :).then Beena ma'am who loved us a lot..n taught physics wid so much passion tht its been my fav subject for long :).
Talking abt my school..its one of the best in TVM n the best in the string of KVs across the country.The place spreads so much values n morals in evry little act .
We had morning assemblies,lasting half n hr,everyday with prayer,thought for the day,pledge,news,spl prgms,patriotic songs n wat not..those wer simply superb time to b in the crowd :p .
Evry student is equal at our school,wat evr b his/her background and to ensure this,v had very strict uniforms which prohibited us frm wearing flashy things :)
My school had the perfect measure of everything frm discipline to fun .
Now let me come to my dear dearest frnds..they wer awesome n thr wer quite many :)
like Princy,Gaya3,Ash,Sonali,Aishwarya,Rema,Rose,Akhila,Megha,Para :D ,Arya,Ganga,Arjun,Vishnu,Gary,Umesh,Krish n many more..v enjoyed a lot.I had to get up by 5.45am as my bus used to come by 6.30am n classes strtd by 7am..but i never felt lazy to go out thr..coz i luvd being at my school..n i barely missed a class :) n am positive it was mainly coz of my frnds :) I was frnds wid evry one of my class :) i never felt uncomfortable in any of their company.i never bunked classes,even the last day b4 my exams :) [God..how this college changed me :p] .Everything was simply gr8 abt tht place :)
Ppl around u wer innocent at heart wen u wer in school...they never had hidden faces,u dint have to think twice b4 u said something,u luvd going to classes.. All these have changed tho :) But now its been long since i went bak to my fav place.Mainly coz none of my teachers remain,almost all got transferred :(
One day ,well some day last yr,i went thr to pick my sis who is stdying thr[ 8th std]. I was standing in the campus wid my dad.I was silent..After abt 10mins of waiting,he asked me something which disturbed me a lot..."hey have u become a stranger to this place in jst an yr? " ..it struck a chord somewhr deep !! n tht truth came crashing on me.. 'I no longer belong here.'
But watevr it b...it 'll remain my fav place on earth [2nd to my bedroom :D],whr i lived lyf to the best,whr i spent my 12 yrs,whr i found my best buddies,whr i learned to b me,whr I was built :)
This is something i wrote jst after i completed my 12yrs in tht heaven :) -
Memories Remain!!
We are leaving,
bidding farewell,
We are ridden out
of those safe shadows,
cast by the gr8 pillars
of our life
for ever so long!
We are leaving,
our beloved school…
We are leaving,
our loving teachers…
We are leaving,
our blessed classrooms…
We are leaving,
all these behind,
as we leap,
into a new era,
in our
ever so eventful lives…
Gone are the days,
when we had joy...
Gone are the days,
when we had fun...
and the days,
when we had laughs and cries
of our lives…
In those drenched playgrounds,
even after dripping,
in a light drizzle…
or just before soaking,
in a heavy shower…
Yea ever so true,
O’course
Gone are those days,
but not those memories…
those which every single one of us
will have their own,
beautiful memories which
make us smile at times,
or make us cry at times,
or just laugh out loud
at most of the times…
etched deep into our hearts,
to take with us
throughout our journey
on the winding paths ahead!!
This was n alumni meet,conducted at KVP-its me wid appu,my bro :)
And the place has changed...its gorgeous now ;) take a luk -
Guessed wat am gonna write abt?? ya.. my school of course :)
I did my schooling,right frm 1st to 12th,frm the gr8 gr8 Kendriya Vidyalaya,Pattom !!
I loved the place too much!! God i miss being thr.. :(
So i joined kv in 1995..wen i was 5yrs..wid my cousin bro.
v r of same age n grew up lyk twins,same home,same school..evrything..btw am 1 month older than him :D ..hehe..
I njoyed being thr frm the 1st day..tho i dnt rem much incidences frm my primary schooling..very bad memory :p i do remember my teachrs n frnds very vividly.. they moulded my character.. :) [ie. its good aspects :p not bad ones..i completely take the responsibility for those :D] .
The teachers i miss most r- Sreela ma'am frm my 1st std :),the caring..,Das ma'am,the strict,music tr.,the loving,Chettiar sir,a scare to many :D n many more frm my primary :).then Beena ma'am who loved us a lot..n taught physics wid so much passion tht its been my fav subject for long :).
Talking abt my school..its one of the best in TVM n the best in the string of KVs across the country.The place spreads so much values n morals in evry little act .
We had morning assemblies,lasting half n hr,everyday with prayer,thought for the day,pledge,news,spl prgms,patriotic songs n wat not..those wer simply superb time to b in the crowd :p .
Evry student is equal at our school,wat evr b his/her background and to ensure this,v had very strict uniforms which prohibited us frm wearing flashy things :)
My school had the perfect measure of everything frm discipline to fun .
Now let me come to my dear dearest frnds..they wer awesome n thr wer quite many :)
like Princy,Gaya3,Ash,Sonali,Aishwarya,Rema,Rose,Akhila,Megha,Para :D ,Arya,Ganga,Arjun,Vishnu,Gary,Umesh,Krish n many more..v enjoyed a lot.I had to get up by 5.45am as my bus used to come by 6.30am n classes strtd by 7am..but i never felt lazy to go out thr..coz i luvd being at my school..n i barely missed a class :) n am positive it was mainly coz of my frnds :) I was frnds wid evry one of my class :) i never felt uncomfortable in any of their company.i never bunked classes,even the last day b4 my exams :) [God..how this college changed me :p] .Everything was simply gr8 abt tht place :)
Ppl around u wer innocent at heart wen u wer in school...they never had hidden faces,u dint have to think twice b4 u said something,u luvd going to classes.. All these have changed tho :) But now its been long since i went bak to my fav place.Mainly coz none of my teachers remain,almost all got transferred :(
One day ,well some day last yr,i went thr to pick my sis who is stdying thr[ 8th std]. I was standing in the campus wid my dad.I was silent..After abt 10mins of waiting,he asked me something which disturbed me a lot..."hey have u become a stranger to this place in jst an yr? " ..it struck a chord somewhr deep !! n tht truth came crashing on me.. 'I no longer belong here.'
But watevr it b...it 'll remain my fav place on earth [2nd to my bedroom :D],whr i lived lyf to the best,whr i spent my 12 yrs,whr i found my best buddies,whr i learned to b me,whr I was built :)
This is something i wrote jst after i completed my 12yrs in tht heaven :) -
Memories Remain!!
We are leaving,
bidding farewell,
We are ridden out
of those safe shadows,
cast by the gr8 pillars
of our life
for ever so long!
We are leaving,
our beloved school…
We are leaving,
our loving teachers…
We are leaving,
our blessed classrooms…
We are leaving,
all these behind,
as we leap,
into a new era,
in our
ever so eventful lives…
Gone are the days,
when we had joy...
Gone are the days,
when we had fun...
and the days,
when we had laughs and cries
of our lives…
In those drenched playgrounds,
even after dripping,
in a light drizzle…
or just before soaking,
in a heavy shower…
Yea ever so true,
O’course
Gone are those days,
but not those memories…
those which every single one of us
will have their own,
beautiful memories which
make us smile at times,
or make us cry at times,
or just laugh out loud
at most of the times…
etched deep into our hearts,
to take with us
throughout our journey
on the winding paths ahead!!
This was n alumni meet,conducted at KVP-its me wid appu,my bro :)
And the place has changed...its gorgeous now ;) take a luk -
Friday, October 2, 2009
:)
You thought it
to b heaven,
when u first heard of it,
long before.
You thought ,it might b
stuck up a bit,
when u stepped in, sober.
No, u thought it
to b cozy,
as u got frnds for leisure.
You thought it to b,
the best of life,
as u got to know ‘em better.
Of course it can b
an err !!
as it proved,
sooner or later.
People would laugh,
laugh when u fall.
And they would fail,
fail when u call.
Innocence aint
an ornament anymore,
It just proves,
U r weaker
than all..
It looks so
lame,
And makes u wanna
lament.
But u still love it
Long.
They make u feel it
Large.
They make u feel it
Lovely.
They make it worth
living.
-tejaswini
to b heaven,
when u first heard of it,
long before.
You thought ,it might b
stuck up a bit,
when u stepped in, sober.
No, u thought it
to b cozy,
as u got frnds for leisure.
You thought it to b,
the best of life,
as u got to know ‘em better.
Of course it can b
an err !!
as it proved,
sooner or later.
People would laugh,
laugh when u fall.
And they would fail,
fail when u call.
Innocence aint
an ornament anymore,
It just proves,
U r weaker
than all..
It looks so
lame,
And makes u wanna
lament.
But u still love it
Long.
They make u feel it
Large.
They make u feel it
Lovely.
They make it worth
living.
-tejaswini
the begining.. hopefully not the end :D
hi readers... this is how i strtd... :)
i have been hearing abt bloggin for long...ya...pretty long..
and i've got this frnd... swa :) she reads a lot...not a book worm kinda person tho...bt still lyks readin.. so she goes thru many blogs..and tells me abt 'em..nd i go thru 'em..so thts been the realtion btwn me n bloggin :D nothing else.. really nothing..i havnt got much clue to y am here..
but i wanna do something different ,to get involved in something,other than studies obviously :p, coz am getting bored of being bored:(
wen i went thru the orkut profile of one of ma senior n saw the link to his blog i thot i wud jst go thru it... n tadaa...i lykd it..got inspired.. n yippee i got something different to do. !!
so here i am.. :) tryin my hand at "blogging" :D
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